Most of my fellow fulbrighter is going to go in the next few weeks... I think my turn is on the Spring... wait for me there... I will be there

Some people probably blame me for not leaving in August. May be because I wasn't try hard enough. Because I am too slow. But there is something out of my control that happen to me that will definitely postpone my journey.

Another thought.... try to write my diary... the pursuance of my phd :D

I got my third rejection today. From Purdue. It kinda make my day blue. Gosh. Well may be Purdue is not the best for me. My hope lies in UMass and Gatton. I hope wll be accepted in those two school.

Pak Toto said that if its meant to be then it will be happen no matter what. Nothing else I can do but praying. Bu Frances also said the same thing. She said that it lies in God's hand. Yes. They borh are right. Well, whatever happens, I know it is something that I can handle. It's all for my best. Wishing that everything will be beautiful in due time

today I am officially 30. People say that life begins at 30 so I kinda wondering what lies ahead in my 30. Anyway I wish to have the same birthday gift as mba Mia's. Getting accepted in one of the three remaining schools.